Friday, August 04, 2006

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Color Me Red!!! dun ask why!!! m happy....

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

The Saga Continues....

After a horrific Good Morning (get the paradox???) I sit and wonder wat evil twist of fate put me in such a fix.. And as i think it all comes crashing back to me... The complete futility of the situation finally hit me.. Full in the face... All the arguments, the reasoning, and horrors of horrors MY INSISTENCE of wanting to come here... Oh My God!! Wat had i done??
Let me first give you a little bit of background, lest you may wonder what the fuck i'm rattling on about...
I was once, in the very extremely distant past, an innocent individual of 18yrs. Having just turned that age i was sadly delluded with the false belief that the world was my oyster and i could do what my heart desired. ALas!! It was not to be! Much too soon (at least too soon for my comfort) i recieved the shocking result of my 12th standard.. And i say shocking since nothing had gone as i had intended it to go :(.. With abominably low scores (A "F" in Maths!! would you believe it?? i didn't... but 6th subject and all.. so not quite that definite a cause for alarm.. :() where was i to go??